ADAKAH

adakah kepenatan yang dilalui kini menyebabkan kepanasbaran aku semakin melampauibatasan sehingga berkate2 seperti tidak mempunyai perasaan dan kemudian regret? bukan aku pinta tp aku sedar dan paham dan bahawasanya berjanji perkare begini akan bereanti selepas bulan 4. YA BULAN APRIL. kerana ke-stress-an dan keterlaluan byk kerja yg mungkin menganggap kita2 (merujuk kepada mereka yg senasib dan selevel) seperti robot2 bergerak yg tidak ade perkara lain perlu dibuat selain mengikut arahan.perkara begini harus diberhentikan sehingga hanya bulan 4 kerna peak period septtnya hanya sampai bulan 4. selepas itu.DATS IT! dan aku bersedia kembali kepada normal.

aku ingin membeli kasut baru untuk memotivasikan diriku yg melalui tekanan di tempat kerja yg aku cube lalui dgn tabah.ya, kasut mampu membantu.tp aku juga ingin membeli baju wpon ade baju yg blom terpakai...ya aku tamak.tp aku pedulik ape.

mari merepek.=)

MADNESS

Work drive me crazy

People think im insane

Coz work drive me crazy

I talk to myself

In front of the computer

Bcoz the stupid *** don’t want to pick up the phone

Or she don’t know the thing that is ringing is A PHONE

Or she DEAF

Or ignoring

PICK UP THAT F***ING PHONE YOU IDIOT.

Craziness

Madness.

No beautiful shiny days in my vocabulary.

Dead end

i should have let it go
when everything seems unfair
but i dont
still there in the midst of nowhere
dont know what to do
dont know whats gonna happen
tried to run as far as i can
but seems i was running to the same spot that i was before
still the same place
not moving
STOP.

…dun simply change something that already fix and someone already work hard on it just because a simple/small problem or even worse not really a problem at all…

“I wonder if the past is….”

PANAS.PANAS.PANAS.

Panas hati ku ini. Panas. Why? Huh ok this is y:

1. A called me and told me to conduct something. But, since the engagement is handled by more than 1 person and they have 3 entities, each entities are handled by different staff. When A called me, knowing that the one in charge is not ME, (maybe becoz I am easier to be talk to – maybe okeyz!), I straight to the one in charge n let her know, bcoz I also dunno anything.she suppose to call A and settle them, she suppose to call A to clarify things. BUT instead, she said ‘she called you, then you handle lor’. Its more like hello, she call anyone that she wants, n we internally pass to the responsible party la. Duh~

RAMBLING

I have lots of things to rambling but don’t know where to start (always like that) and don’t have enough time to do it also. Some things somehow, cannot be blog, but that’s the thing. – I don’t know what to blog. Ngah3. Yesterday was at the hospital visiting (more like tinggal kat situ) my dad – dia kne operate, but today nk kluar dh, Alhamdulillah. Tp I find out sth : Btol la, the longer u stay in the hospital, lagi trok u skt..hahah.

Erm de 1 mslh now yg timbul – I dh ade blk penyakit M = MALAS. Haiya time2 nak peak ni la penyakit dtg.cannot be like this lor.mslh besar tau.n some more, that B* x dtg plak.aiya she always always like that tau.i think I hate her forever kot.

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Azam baru for new year 2010:

1. no more seafoods.
2. exercise at least once during weekend.
3. ilangkan 'extra part'


HAPPY NEW YEAR SEMUA!!